Characteristics: "-Me and others: my room is my temple for me because I'm a loner. My family doesn't bother me and sometimes I quite enjoy their company. But there is a problem with others. Sometimes I'm happy if someone comes around and chat with me, but most of the time I hope they will leave me alone. In school I'm in company with two closest friends. I don't want to say that I don't like my other schoolmates because I like them but when are more than four or five people around me I feel very uncomfortable. I hate team work and I rather do all work by myself. Just yesterday when I was in town with my parents I realized how much I hate big crowds and how much do I feel uncomfortable with all those unfamiliar people around me. I was almost sick of this feeling.

-Me, my feelings and personality: there are two sides of me. Just me and Black me. I'm shy and quiet because I'm a loner. I'm not bossy and I hate being leader of a group. I also hate obligations that I don't like. Like my zodiac (it's taurus) I'm also stubborn and if there is something that I don't want to do, then I really don't do this. Or I do it but after many negotiations. I can be lazy too. On the other hand I'm very childish and annoying. But that happens only when I'm with people with whom I feel comfortable. Then I can become really childish. Sometimes I tease my sister without any reason. I'm a dreamer, with my mind somewhere in clouds but I can be realistic too. My optimistic and pessimistic mood changes all the time. I can get upset very quickly and I start to care even about very little things or when there is no reason to care about something. Because of that I'm worrying too much. When I get really angry I start to cry or just hurt myself (when I hit into something hard. Sometimes I say something that I regret later so I hide my anger most of the time. I hate hurting others feelings. I'm not motherly type, we could say that I'm little scared being around babies. I like them but I like them more when they start to walk and talk. When I have to be I'm serious and independent as hell.

-Me and my hobbies: I don't like sport. I'm more intellectual type person. I love daydreaming and painting. My paintings are all in blue and white, representing my world to where I wish to escape sometimes. Books are also my passion with the same reason as painting. Or role playing games when I can be somebody else.

I've been told for many times that I'm not unpretentious. That's true. I don't need many things for being happy. For example I'm totally happy with one or two pair of shoes as long as they are comfortable. In restaurant if I don't get the drink I'm going to wait until the waiter shows up and I order it again.

I really don't like changes. I actually I hate them. Big changes I mean. I don't like even different food for my supper. But I am adaptable if it's necessary and I accept changes. Very hard but I can accept them. And if those facts help: I don't like too hot or too cold weather. Seasides are beautiful but I wouldn't live there. Perfect place for me has lots of green plants, big forests, lakes and mountains."



Characteristics: "Loving and caring, but only to those I love and care about. I'm social enough, I only have a handful of friends I trust, though I'm ALWAYS around them and hate being away from them and I'm able to see things in people they can't. Very picky about qualities in my friends like they have to have a strong soul, for one. I let people know when I don't like them. I'm very talkative but only if I'm in a good mood. I'm able to 'hide' certain emotions, like if I'm upset about something and don't want anyone to know. I have a bad temper but I have good control over it. I will frighten people I don't like off with intimidating stares most of the time and sometimes-harsh language but mostly a cold remark will do. Very intelligent, even though I'm only sixteen I can easily hold up conversation with adults. Very mature, I take care of my three younger siblings and watch out for my friends, often trying to help them with their problems and I'm often mistaken for how old I am or complimented for my maturity. I tend to take on more then I can handle and rarely ask for help, even when I'm in too deep. I tend to have problems 'talking' about how I feel and like to keep my problems to myself so that I don't bring other down and involve them but can talk if I want to. I feel like I have to always be strong for those around me. I'm very graceful and ever since I was very young I could move silently and surprise people. I know the time to be serious and the time to play, I often act immature and LOVE to cause some trouble. I love forested areas more then I like the cities or small towns, I've actually fallen asleep in trees. Other people in my area fear me and try not to talk to me even though they don't know me.

I often need to retreat to be alone though it doesn't last for too long. I will fight to defend myself and others I care for and people often won't come near me if they know I don't like them. I often upset a few of my friends because they can't understand me because I'm so complex though (according to my sister who's fourteen months younger than me) once you figure out how I work I'm easy to understand but still have my complex moments where you can't tell what I'm thinking. I'm enigmatic and I tend to know how people think. I always note exits in every place and I'm slightly paranoid, though when around friends I relax a little more and talk a lot, joke around and play with them, still keeping an eye on my surroundings.

I'm told I'm very brave and I get into a LOT of trouble, especially when I was young. I use to climb on EVERYTHING and get into everything as well. I use to eat medicines, thinking they were candy. I love to run around and get outside, hate being locked indoors for long though I love time where you can relax and enjoy simple things. I LOVE shiny, useless junk and tend to collect even the most worthless item if I like it. I work well in small groups as long as it's not a small area. Can't stand being stuck in a small area full of people. I'm very flexible and can easily and quickly adapt to knew situations and try to benefit from it too. People who try to pick fights with me quickly regret it, hate fighting with my friends. I focus on the end result a lot and don't let little things bother me too much. I would love to be understood but not by a lot of people and I am happy with the few friends and family who know and understand me. Not insecure, able to move from place to place easily and love to travel. I love areas that are away from the noise and crowds of populated areas. I can often blend in with crowds though if I'm near friends I tend to stand out with them because we're loud and playful. I'm a born leader. My parents often let me baby-sit, knowing I can keep things under control but I often rough play with my siblings, letting them run around outside to get rid of energy but also know when it's time to keep quiet and relax. I love to draw animals, anime, and landscapes, and do martial arts with my father and I love to dance sometimes too though I also love to sit down and watch a movie with my mom or chat with my friends online (though I often take the laptop and sit outside). I always find ways to fix my problems. If it's bothering me I'll fix it. I am very active and find it hard to calm down at night. I love sitting outside at night, listening to the sounds though I am much more quiet and still then in the day."



Characteristics: "Well about 4 years ago I was mostly a 'to myself' kind of person, tried not to show any emotion and stay away from most other people. Most of the time I would ignore other school kids completely, even if they were directly trying to get my attention (often just to see if I they could get a reaction from me). I often just felt better to be alone because then it was easier to do things my own way. A little bit later I met a girl (she was reading a manga of one of my favorite anime XD) and we talked and became fast friends. ... [This girl has a boyfriend] ... About a year or so later she had told me that she wanted to break up with him. It turns out that he had become kinda abusive and was following her so I became concerned for her saftey. I wanted to do everything I could to help her and keep her safe. After she had broken up with him he began threatening her and I wanted to protect her so I even tried to coax him into threatening me instead of her. He even tried to threaten suicide, but despite the threats against her I tried to stop him. Later after that I told the girl I loved her and we have been boyfriend and girlfriend for about a year now (in fact I've been planning for our first anniversary which will be very soon). After I became her boyfriend I began to open up to her more and to other kids. After a few months, I was talking more in class and enjoying myself more. Slowly I was talking more to the other kids in class (except the ones I didn't like because they were either very annoying or jerks). I did whatever I could to spend time with her and loved to hold on to her arm. I like to make her laugh and would do anything for her (I'm often told that I'm like her lackey or as she said, I must be the most submissive person in the world XD). How she feels about me means the world to me and while I felt that she was happy to be with me I felt wonderful (in a way, almost like I was her dæmon XD).

I'm gonna try to describe how things are nowadays. ^^;

I often do very well in school because I usually have a good memory and understanding about the subjects, but do better in things that use understanding rather than memory (which I need to study on to get good grades) like new vocabulary or world history and do better in math and science. I like stories and am more of a meaning person than a detail person, as my girlfriend would put it, I could tell you the internal conflicts and reasons for the actions of someone in a story, but wouldn't be able to tell you like their age or occupation (if it wasn't related). As for my friends and family, I don't really like my biological family. I often feel that they have little understanding or interest about why I do things and only care about the outside. Like if I keep to myself, they'll be angry that I stay away from other people but not ask why I feel that way, or tell me that I should at least fake being happy. I consider my closest friends more family to me and call them my brothers and sisters. Often times the way I am like I said in the beginning, and how I am with my friends are separated. While around people I don't trust and don't like, I'll act cold to them and willful in that if they do something wrong, I'll say what I think and try to correct them and tell my reasoning, but this is often considered arguing even if others agree with me, because of this my father says I have a problem with authority and respect. I feel that respect can't just be expected, if I feel someone deserves respect I'll treat them that way, I'll also act polite even if I don't like the person if I feel it is a good idea, such as to a teacher or in the future, to an employer. I've never liked the enraged type, and when I'm against someone I always prefer the cold calculating and calm type of personality for myself over the out of control kind. On the other hand, when I'm around the people I care about, I am told I'm very kind and sweet. I'll often go out of my way to try to make the people I love happy. Sometimes I am even very timid when around them and am often confused to be a girl because of how polite and timid I can act. ^^;. If someone does something for me that I feel was very nice, I'll try hard to repay them how ever I can. When it comes to holidays or birthdays, I often try to prepare the gifts even months in advance just so I'll be prepared. ^^; I'm extremely loyal to my loved ones and would do anything for them even if it would hurt myself. I tend to push my needs aside for doing things for them but eventually they tend to back up on me and I'll let them know some things are bothering me. ^^; I often refuse to forget some things and can be critical about things, especially to myself. If I feel I have done something bad I usually won't forget it and do what I can to try to make amends, though I often never forgive myself for it. I consider hurting one of the people I love one of the WORST things that can be done. When it comes to keeping promises, I often become very hurt when one is broken to me because I feel forgotten or unimportant to the person. I love feeling useful or important to the people I love, and if I feel that I am I am usually completely content with the world, but if I feel separated from the people I love then I'll feel very lonely and cold. If I need to be serious I can be very willful and give lots of effort into whatever it is, be it doing something for a loved one, or protecting them. If someone gives lots of effort to doing something for me I will appreciate it very much. I feel that life could end at any time so I try to enjoy it as much as I can by being with the people I care about and don't take things important to me for granted. When it comes to my girlfriend, I love her more than anything in the world, and I'd do anything for her and feeling important to her is something that I really care about. If someone doesn't keep a promise, I tend to feel some of the trust is lost, but am willing to give leeway if it's out of their hands. The Golden Compass series is my all time favorite series. ^^ I generally prefer fantasy type stories and like the virtuous hero type a lot, but not so much the stereotypical "knight in shining armour" but more the brave, smart, perhaps laid back but willing to do what it takes to protect the people they care about kind of person. Sometimes I like to sorta fly by, you know, to blaze through things and get things done quickly, but there are also lots of times when I just want to lay back, or take a quiet walk and relax. Nowadays, I often spend more time as the kinder side of myself even around people I don't really know, I only act colder when I'm around people that I have reason not to trust like if I've seen that they've been a jerk to someone.

It means a lot to me to have someone I can totally trust and talk about literally ANYTHING to, so... I kinda have been searching for someone like that for a long time... my dæmon. ^^;"



Characteristics:
-Stubborn
-Harsh
-Acts highly antisocial but will tolerate others nonetheless
-Vicious and aggressive when crossed, but unlikely to strike without proper provocation
-Holds a grudge
-Skinny, lanky, rather gaunt appearance
-Has a great array of mood swings
-Not a great fighter, but will fight tooth and nail if backed into a corner
-Taken to fits of dreaminess or sullenness
-Takes out anger on nearest person; doesn't have mercy for people not involved, as everyone becomes his enemy when he's mad
-If he's happy he'll refuse to be around others; is only peaceful by himself
-Uses others to his own ends when he can't get what he wants on his own
-Dry and sharp wit, but usually not for the sake of humour
-Has been prosecuted in the past but is generally accepted now
-Takes the easiest route every time, often using others accordingly to make things easier
-Prefers the cold, especially high-altitude snow (don't know how that'll help xD)
-Has an uncaring, distant air most of the time, and holds everyone at an arm's length
-Wary, alert and rather shifty; more likely to bolt than investigate
-Hierarchical in the simple way that he's in charge or nobody is (even though he doesn't actually like people... or being in charge... xD)
-Not at all finicky, with food, company or home base
-Very flexible, but becomes immediately stubborn if he senses his agreement to any mutually beneficial deal will help other people
-Generally tries to both make himself a nuisance and avoid society (xD)



Characteristics:
-Nice (people mysteriously like me)
-I can be painfully polite, even to people I hate
-I despise direct confrontations and do my best to smooth things over
-If something threatens people I know I can get really angry
-I'm usually pretty laid back about life; I take it one thing at a time
-I'm good at weathering long-term problems
-I like to travel and see new things, meet new people and have new experiences
-I need to be around other people or I get lonely
-I can get edgy if someone's in my territory when I don't want them to be
-I need intellectual stimulation
-I like to just start running, even when I don't have the energy to get very far
-I'm extremely patient about most things, but I'm impatient when it comes to food
-I'll eat anything that won't kill me
-I like to help other people
-I'm extremely adaptable to new places and situations
-I learn quickly
-I get nervous or worried a lot thinking I've forgotten something
-I like to multitask
-I can be very stubborn
-I'm not picky about most things (easy to please)
-I like to make people laugh
-I'm easily confused
-I constantly second-guess myself
-I trust other people more than I probably should
-I'm creative
-I'm opinionated, but I keep it to myself
-I need to feel like I'm part of a group



Characteristics:
-Protective of family and friends
-Pretty active (I /can/ be an internet junkie though. lol)
-Stick with jobs until they are finished
-Fast in both mind and body
-I like to get everything done in one go, if I can
-No tolerance for immaturity
-I like day or night, it doesn't matter to me
-Good leader and I like to lead, so long as I know what I'm doing. If someone else has better knowledge, I'll follow them
-Sometimes bossy
-Pretty darn confident in my abilities to get something right, so when I get something wrong, it hits me even harder :(
-Used to be shy but I've grown out of it
-I'm not one to "run off at the mouth" perse. I only talk when I feel the need
-Bond to one or two people at time
-Like to be aware of my surroundings
-Many people know me
-On neutral grounds with almost everyone (except close friends and family) i.e. no one hates/loves me
-Well know for asking "why?" when I'm told to do something I don't agree to
-Manipulating
-I can usually get people who aren't 'leader material' to relinquish the role...to me of course ^_~
-I like to be around people
-Traveler; Go Vacations! Wh00
-Really smart
-Blunt and snappish to people I don't like
-Compassionate
-Helpful
-Not afraid to be in the company of strangers, even if I am somewhat aloof
-I /am/ however, afraid of being alone entirely. Probably comes from the fact that I didn't have many friends when I was young.