Characteristics: "I'm a very confused person; I'm very shy and afraid of what people would think of me, though when I'm with my best buddies, I'm usually the one who makes everyone laugh, and I have a habit of dominating the conversation. This usually works to my disadvantage, especially on the phone. Though quite oppositely, when I am focusing on something I like, like a good book or drawing, I snap at people, trying to cut myself off to concentrate, while if I'm not wild about it, I have trouble concentrating. Unfortunately, I have the two opposites and none in the middle. For talents/hobbies, I'm centered around "The Arts", having strengths in dance, rhythm, and especially art(drawing) and music. Though I'm a faster sprinter, I have no talent in organized sports like basketball, baseball, and other ball-involved sports. A.K.A I fail.

And even though it probably won't help, I seem like suddenly I was mature before all my friends, watching at the beginning of one year I was like them, and at the end I feel like I look down on them when I'm calm and want to be alone in the quiet, while they love noise and crowds; all this happened in a short amount of time, in comparison. Also, as you can see, I'm the only one I know in my whole state who doesn't use net-speak(besides adults).

As for what other people think of me, I'm usually understanding, and I'll listen to almost anything that people want to say; Many of my friends and other people know they can tell something to me and I won't tell anyone. Also I can be seen as(I think) impatient, especially when it comes to stating the obvious; I can get snappy when I think someone's being annoying on purpose. Also, the arts(Music, language, dance, art, etc.) is in everything I do, so I think about things like that, so people know me as being quirky and known for having the alternative view and perspective on things. And also for being horrid at all sports involving track and field or involving the use of balls(baseball, softball, basketball, etc.). But also, I can be seen as a "Look but don't touch" person; a single insult or something can set me off; I can be really sensitive sometimes so people don't interact with me. So to round this off(I know it's not very consistent ><) I'm understanding and quirky until you get on my bad side or insult me in just the wrong way; like an extremely fragile balance that can be disrupted easily. I think that's how I can see it as I whole; but then again, that's not something I can really do. :/

As for my working habits, I also can snap at people when they are ignorant of my ideas or thoughts on the subject, and so I usually take over when I have a strong sense that I'm right. Also I can get people to agree with me, especially in science projects for some reason. But usually I work alone because many people come to work with me only because I know what I'm doing and they try to take advantage (Or they just are lazy, in my opinion.) Also, I know how to some, I appear strange; I never can sit still, I've always got a foot twitching or fingers tapping to some rhythm, and I laugh like a raccoon, so I'm also the oddball in most crowds; and I wouldn't say I don't get odd looks shot my way for it.

When interacting with a group of people, I wouldn't say I'm the leader of the conversation. All I've really got going for me is my sarcasm, and so I'm usually just listening to other people, and piping in when I have something good to say. I'm not a fan of crowds, but I'll hang with a couple good friends as long as it doesn't get out of hand. But with some immature people my age, I have a hard time interacting with them without acting like their mother when they start going down a distasteful route of conversation, so sometimes I'm just quiet because I'm all "..." at what they're saying. So when in doubt, I just say silent. Exceptions to this is when I hear something that I REALLY object to(Usually when it's close to directly concerning me or something) and then I'll argue about anything to get them to change their mind. Also, my favorite colors are blueish-greens and green is supposed to be the calm quiet colors. Go figure. x3"



Characteristics: "I have a very high opinion of myself and make solemn vows internally that I very rarely break. I expect others to hold themselves the same way and become disappointed and even mad at them when they let me down. Your word is your BOND. If you break it you must redeem yourself in my eyes. Let me down continually and I will give up on you altogether.

Since I hold myself in check so, I see those out of control a lesser state than I am. However negative this may be, I don’t chose to associate myself with them, and am rarely disappointed.

Then I have moments when I want to screw it all and just let go, and I do so, with graceless abandon. Everything is louder and more expressive, I throw my head back to laugh and sing and yell until the need to calm myself overcomes me and I retreat again.

Rarely do I hold grudges unless it was a grave misdeed performed. (the threat of a life, harming another…) Rarely do I stay angry for a few minutes or a few hours, upon resuming a happy countenance I like to assure our friendship with jokes and teasing.

I hate it when I am seen as pathetic or weak, always wanting to occupy the higher ground or have the advantage, and I feel useless when I don’t. Pity is wasted on me, as I will only be angry with the person offering it, even if it was good intentioned.

Sometimes I get into these funks, where I’m really angry but for no particular reason and the object is unknown to even me. Maybe it has a reason, maybe it doesn’t. When in these moods, I can’t be creative or productive, nothing will get done except me fuming at some unseen whatever-it-is. To dispel them I need to be active and wild, going outside and running, biking, etc. But always away from people. Being active to get my mind off it only to realize it was some foolish matter that I had no control over anyway.

I enjoy solitude, often daydream or think in my own head, where I pay no attention to what’s going on around me. I often get accused of staring into space, and I rarely notice when anything’s passed.

But also I like having people around me, hold my family close because they’re my flesh and blood ( I sort of feel obligated, but love them just the same) and my friends are as much family and better.

Authority figures and I do not get along well unless I want something from them and by obeying I get the thing that I want. I can be productive in small groups, but get fed up and frustrated in larger ones. If they get off task or stray from the path, I have no trouble voicing it and gathering them back again.

People disobeying a figure I have chosen to follow irritates me as well. If a class is talkative when teacher is trying their best I will yell and redirect them, however fruitlessly this goes down. Rarely do I see anyone as my equal unless they can teach me something I need to evolve.

Mindless crowds frustrate me to no end, and I have no problem yelling to get attention and to change the atmosphere. I like being the center of attention when it suits me, as I can be a very good entertainer when the fancy hits.

Surrounding myself with good friends and laughter is a pleasure when I can gather it, but otherwise I am fairly solitary, and never lonely. If I want company, I will seek out, if I do not want, I will avoid completely. I can be the social butterfly only when the fancy hits me and I choose to be so.

When I have power, I like to assert it, making others know that I am in control. (Mostly my siblings.) I like to think myself as a leader, but when assuming such a role I may get in over my head if I don’t think I can handle it. I’m very good with directing those younger than me and I identify better with those exceeding me in age. Other people my age are beyond me and most of my friends are a grade younger at least because we have more in common. (Sorry if that’s irrelevant, but I’m trying.)

Me and kids get along great. With them and people I’ve known forever do I really let myself go to town and play. Wrestling and roughhousing, things like that.

I procrastinate like there is no tomorrow, my work ethic out the window unless I feel the last minute coming on and decide to be productive in order to meet a deadline. I work well under stress and feel that I get my best results when under pressure, though not pressed for time. I am often told to get a watch because I am so concerned with it.

Patient as a saint unless I choose not to be, it only wears thin after someone knows what they’re doing is wrong and they fail to correct it, and at that point I get frustrated and blow up at them.

I place my faith and trust in people more than I should, and am surprised and utterly dismayed should they break it. Betrayal has hurt me before, and made me all the stronger for it. My trust is hard-earned and fragile once you have it.. Stick with me and I’ll stick with you, that sort of thing. The people I do accept become holy things in my eyes, and if we ride together, we frickin’ die together.

I laze about and do nothing more than is entirely healthy. Staring at the ceiling with me and my internal dialogue going at it, hours pass and I don’t feel productive. Time has wasted, entirely my fault. Always must I get up and doing something after such an episode.

I have exaggerated body movements that are very energized and bewitching. If not paid attention to I only get louder until they do acknowledge me. One of my serious fears is blending in. Never should this happen unless I will it.

I like to be in control and do not respond well to fear. Should something frighten me in the least, I might pause and consider it and brush it off, or ask the stimulus to stop whatever it’s doing to stir this negative reaction within me.

Touchy-feely only when I want to be, I feel oppressed if someone other than my deigned worthy ones touch me affectionately, and will not reciprocate in the least. My mother is the only one I allow to touch me whenever she pleases, as she works harder than any human should have to keep her head above the water. She needs it more than I don’t want it.

I communicate well through humor, my father and I have a very comical relationship that relies on us calling to each other through jokes and banter, which may escalate to anger but I will brush it off and calm us both down.

If I’m sitting in the midst of my family, getting their attention is a moot point, I’d rather sit idly for a time and then put into the conversation a well-placed comment that would get them all crying from laughter. When I want to be heard, I am. I choose my moments to speak unless I feel that I need the attention to prove some worth of myself.

I am never violent. Only when someone strikes me first do I strike back, and even then I am instantly sorry unless they hit me again. I have never participated in a brawl, fight, and can usually be seen as a type of mediator, not really on either side but understanding both.

A true nocturnal creature, I frequently visit the land of Insomnia. My sleep schedule becomes bonkers and strange, but I enjoy the night hours all the more. Getting back on schedule is usually more of a task than it should be, as I can never calm down enough to sleep or just generally don’t want to.

My concentration is also a thing to note. When I read or write, draw and dedicate myself to a purpose for whatever amount of time, I hate being interrupted and become angry at whatever would dare to do so. But also I relish the moments that I can relax away from whatever taxing exercise that I have chosen, only to return and re-dedicate myself again.

I rarely do this often, long projects quickly bore me unless they are dynamic and exciting for my ever-changing attention span. When I’m concentrating so hard, if something startles me and breaks it, fury consumes me and I yell. It takes me a few minutes to calm down and I won’t forgive the person unless they apologize.

When people have different ideas and thoughts, I like discussing and comparing them. Finding the differences and pointing them out, relating them to entirely obtuse subjects that they may or may not know about. I think I may have a superiority complex because I like to think that I know more about anything than I usually do.

Being outside is my true habitat, only the temperature keeps me inside. I like swimming whenever I get the chance, no matter how cold the water. (When I was nine I stayed in ocean for 5 ½ hours and nearly got hypothermia, even though it was May). Hiking is something I like to do, simply for the sights and satisfaction of being outdoors.

But I also have my material possessions, like this sheet I’ve had since I was very small. It’s familiarity brings comfort to me. Maybe its something that its from the Little Mermaid, mermaids and all that jazz.

I have an excellent memory for things that interest me, and my cousins and I often quote funny things from movies at the holiday dinner table. School is very easy if I dedicate myself, my grade reflects only what I want to show, and nothing more.

I like getting things done the first time I try them, bur recognize that if I make a mistake how to correct it.

Routines bore me, and if I find myself getting into one I’ll wonder what the hell I’m doing and do something spontaneous to break it and make myself feel better. I’ve been known to dance in the rain, sing wherever I am, take long walks without telling anyone where I’m going, etc. The barest thrill of danger usually satisfies me enough to stop.

When I was younger I used to be the voice of reason when my friends and I were performing uh….our antics? Now I’m willing to go along with whatever it is as long as its fun and I don’t do anything to get me or them arrested. There’s that protective streak again.

If someone visits me out of the blue, one of two things usually happen. I will be thrilled that they care enough to visit me, or angry that they distracted me from whatever task I am pursuing. I will still welcome them warmly either way.

Somewhat skeptical, I like evidence, but blind belief still has its hooks in me somewhere.
Believe in myself utterly and entirely unless I am the one that needs to be believed in to get something done.
Will not tolerate flakiness or people who go back on their word.
Creative, eloquent, always looking for the good even knowing there’s the bad.

Here’s a quote that works!

“Optimism is expecting the best.
Confidence is knowing how to handle the worst.”"



Characteristics: "My personality is so confusing, even for me, that I sorted it out into 8 personas. It may be best to explain each one. My main personality will have the most effect, but the others are there as well, so I'm not sure how well this'll work. x.~

Chloe; My main self. I'm extremely shy. I utterly scared of new people. Actually, I'm scared of close to everything. Heights, deep water (even though I can swim), spiders, talking, people, being alone in public places, life in general, lots of stuff like that. I'm constantly afraid of being in the wrong place or doing the wrong thing. I'm extremely paranoid, so I pretty much never go anywhere by myself. I'm insanely awkward and hate, hate, HATE talking in front of people. I don't make friends very easily, so I tend to only have a few close friends. I help out people a lot. It always makes me happy to help others and give them advice. However, I don't like to help myself. I don't like myself very much. My self esteem is very low and has been for quite some time. People don't really like to talk to me, so I barely ever talk to them. But when I make a good friend, I enjoy talking to them a lot. I'm more of a listener, though. If a conversation interests me, I can take in everything that I need to know. I'm pretty lazy. I'd rather spend the day on the internet or playing video games than running around outside or something. I dislike manual work and try to avoid it at all costs. I'm overly polite to adults, always trying to get them to like me. I'm intelligent, and LOVE having great, thought out conversations with other intelligent people. Another thing that is very, very important is that I'm creative. This kind of describes my life in whole. I'm naturally good at all kinds of art, from drawing to playing instruments. It defines me so much, I couldn't live without being able to express myself. I like to share my opinions when another person is willing to listen, and am always open minded to the response. I will NEVER tune people out or push them away for being or thinking differently. However, I do get irritated easily. When people are constantly annoying or cruel to other people (especially if they do it because another person is different), my temper rises and I tend to give death stares. While I could verbally argue with said person, I usually keep those things to myself, rather than putting myself at risk. I'm a hermit and enjoy never leaving the house. I rarely hang out with friends, even though I do really like to. I love being with others, but I am more content with simply being with myself. This is probably because I don't have to be afraid when I'm only dealing with myself. When I'm with others I have to worry about my surroundings and about how the people are acting and if anyone is having problems and so many other things. I can't stand to see people upset and will pretty much always help them. I prefer to keep my own feelings and problems to myself, in fear that it will cause another person pain that they should not have to deal with. Generally, I like talking to adults better than kids my age, but only if they treat me as an equal. I'm all about equality. I do not reject people for how they look, but rather for how they act. My body is weak, and I get cold amazingly easy. I HATE the cold. My mind is strong, but I doubt myself to an extreme. I love thinking. My mind moves too fast for me to keep up, though. I fear being around the opposite sex, yet I find myself liking them better in general. I've realized that I would have much rather been born a male (but if that were so, I would be gay). I find many things that girls do and think to be very stupid. I also feel that as a male, my thoughts and views would be more accepted and understood. And that people would not belittle me as they tend to do.

Dragon; Solitary and proud. I dislike any sort of company. I enjoy the simple things and the beauty of the natural world around me. I proud of who I am and do not look kindly to others. I do not think I am perfect, but rather, appreciate who and what I am. If one wrongs me, I become vengeful and feel the need to reclaim my high status. I find myself wise, but not all-knowing. I enjoy the natural rush life gives me. "Don't bother me, and I won't bother you."

Varn; Social and flirty. But not enough so to actually change my actions.

Sirilyan; Pessimist. "Glass half empty" kind of person. I am dark and, again, quiet. I dislike myself and most of what is around me. I hate all people, always seeing the things that are wrong about them. I find myself ugly and cruel, and take out the problems the world gives me on myself. I am bitter, and will snap easily when pushed. My words are sharp, meant cause as much pain as possible. I become emotional far too easily, often breaking down into tears because of something small. But when around people I don't like, I am a statue of emotionless stare. Nothing makes me truly happy and I often long for the horribleness of life to end.

Riohlin; Hyper and wild. I am crazy and love being that way. I do not care what others think of me and enjoy living life to the fullest. I am loud, odd, and happy. I love to hang out with friends and try new things. I know that I am different and embrace it in any way I can. I love to yell, dance, sing, and run around with close friends. Sometimes I end up getting into minor trouble for things that I cause, but it does not bother me until later. I am proud to be who I am and will always stick up for the people I love.

Krow; Down to earth vampire. I do not trust others, AT ALL. But am not paranoid. I believe in myself and am sure that I can do great things if I can get over my other problems. I push myself to get away from the things that cause me damage. I pull back from friends who have hurt me, but I have forgiven. I fear being held back by others, so I do not allow relationships to go too close to me. I believe that I have much potential to be great, but the people around me will only hold me down and not allow me to reach what I know I can become. I trust only in myself and never let anything that I have control over get out of hand. I am sometimes cruel when it comes to people who I feel want to do me harm. I enjoy tormenting them and letting them know that I will never allow them to hurt me.

Darkling; Violent at heart. I am extremely sarcastic and violent. Yet, I am always happy about it. I laugh at others' pain and take joy in causing them distress. Everything is for my amusement. I rarely take things seriously, always finding something cruel to say. The problems of others don't bother me at all. I hate mankind and feel that everything they do will only cause this world more problems. I never get upset, but when I'm frustrated, my temper rises to a dangerous level. It is very bad to make me angry.

Alisia; Guardian. I take care of myself and am always wary of other people's intentions. I do not let anyone get close to my heart until I am sure I can trust them. I am always calculating the situations around me, watching for problems and moving to stop them. I am quick to lash out in self defense, ask questions later. Graceful, quick, and silent. Only speaking to ask questions to determine whether someone is friend or foe."



Characteristics: "I'm generally an introvert. I don't speak my mind to people I don't trust completely unless they challenge me or ask me to. In big groups I tend to be quiet and hang out with a couple of people I already know. I almost never start a conversation with someone unless I have a strong feeling that the other person is nice or something about them makes me curious. I never take charge unless no one else does or if someone specifically asks me to. I can work with groups, but prefer to work alone or with people I know well.

I'm fairly outgoing, but only with people I know well. I'm very shy and self conscious with strangers, but I don't give in to my shyness, so it looks like I'm outgoing.

I usually break down problems into subproblems, try to solve each one separately and then put the results together to form a solution to the major problem. I do things step by step, but my steps are either divided differently from other people's, grouped differently or in a different order. These differences mean that I tend to have to explain my thought process more than usual.

I'm fairly responsible, but procrastinate quite a bit, so I often do my homework the morning or evening before it's due. However, there are some things which I don't care about at all, and I have a tendency to forget chores.

I'm usually very extreme, so I will either love something or despise it with a passion. However, there are certain things I don't care about at all, like competitive sports.

I work best late at night.

Other people see me as being smart, a little proud and full of contradictions. They also come and talk to me when something is bothering them. Several people have told me that I am an old soul and wise beyond my years, but( or maybe because of this) I am rarely popular. I have, however, occasionally been popular.

I'm fairly optimistic, but have learned to try not to get my hopes up because I often can be disappointed.

I have about 5 very close friends that I can talk to about anything and whom I would trust with my life.

I never try to be popular, and don't care for or belong to any sort of hierarchy or class system.

I am usually passively aggressive, but have a tendency to make other people mad at me so I can shout back and blow off steam.

I am very talkative, but will just sit back, keep quiet, watch and try not to be noticed if there is nothing to say, I don't know what to say or if I run out of steam for people.

I am not usually territorial, but certainly value my privacy.

No doubt about it, I am VERY stubborn.

I am independent by nature, but can act dependent when depressed.

I am very loyal to people I love and respect, and am trusting by nature, but once someone has lost my trust it is very hard to get it back. I also have very high expectations for people and can be disappointed if they fall short of those expectations. I am also a perfectionist, and can be a bit of a showoff when I feel threatened. I also think in words or sounds and have a very hard time visualizing things. However, I think in very abstract terms."



Characteristics: "I'm a person that is both repulsed by man and attracted to it, I have connection to lost cultures and peoples. Anthropology is my outpost to studying man. I don't see myself as participator of humanity only as an observer. I love two people my mate and my best friend. I like everyone else, love is opinionated. I hold grudges and can be over dramatic. I hate hypocrisy but I still have habit of sounding like one. I'm hyper and stimmy when I am most uncomfortable. I love thunderstorms, and I would love to fly again. I identify with either gender or none. I would die for my mate. I am loyal to my most trusting of friends and cruel to my enemies. I vocalize a lot of my pain. I crave a lot of affection. I am can overly blunt. I am compassionate and very creative. I love to create.

- Behavior in group settings (how well you work in groups, how you interact with multiple people, etc.)

I'm great with one and one conversation. But in multiple conversations I tend to be very quiet and an observer. I have an interrupting problem.

- Extroverted/introverted (in general)

Both. I can be very social-fluid.

- Outgoing/conservative

Liberal as all fuck.

- Problem solving strategies (what is the usual process you use to get from Point A to Point B)

I daydream first. Think about it, worry and pace around. Then once everything fails I go ahead and do it. I'm a heavy procrastinator.

- Leader/follower

Neither. I follow nobody and I don't like people following me. Dun want them killed for something stupid I do.

- Fastidious/careless

I'm a slob.

- Passionate/apathetic (in general or about a certain thing)

I am passionate when it comes to things that affect me but I'm generally apathetic to the point of heartlessness.

- Any particular affinities (with objects, animals, etc.)

Music, Art, longs walks and forests.

- When you work best (morning, evening?)

I'm an evening person, I get my boosts somewhere in the afternoon and I stay strong all night. Unless I take my meds.

- How other people see you (popular, mostly ignored?)

Freak of fucking nature.

- Optimistic or pessimistic?

A realist, bordering pessimistic. Optimism is for children.

- About your friends (large group of friends, just one or two close friends?)

I generally detest people, so my friends exist online, when emotions are vague. Real life friends are very sparse.

- How you act (alone, with your family, with your friends, with strangers, anyone else)

Cold hard bitch, just a kiss on the lips.....
I am very much a cynic. At home I tend to be playful with my fiancé. To my family I am rather distant and even bitter around my sibs. Strangers think I am bizarre.

- Hierarchical or not

I like structure. Doesn't mean I always follow it.

- Aggressive/Passive aggressive

Passive Aggressive. I like to cause more psychological damage...

- Talkative/Quiet

Either or.

- Territorial or not

Very territorial. I tend to guard and covet my stuff.

- Flexible/Stubborn

More flexible. I like to negotiate.

- Independent/Dependent

Both. I am dependent on Patrick, but normally I like my space.

- Any other quirks that people tend to remember about you

"Holy shit she's loud!" People tent to remember my voice."